it'sBeenAWhile...

wow....so it's been a while since my last post...how things have developed since then...I'm still kinda stuck in limbo at the moment...but i'm happy with the way that things have progressed...to a certain extent...there's always the questions that still float around in my mind...even though things seem to be going back to the way that they used to be...is this the way that's it's supposed to happen...is this what Lynne meant???...there are always the answers that i need to put my mind at ease...it's a matter of asking them...i don't believe that what has been happening isn't for some purpose...i don't think that he's like that...but you never know...after what was said before...i don't believe that this is all for fun...that is what i believe...but when do you know when is the right time to ask the question...and what do you ask???...do you just float along and assume that everything is ok again???...i think that i need to know...it still feels the same...