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i feel...some what lighter...after spending a nice evening with friends...i feel a lot happier...i think they did a good job at turning my frown upside down...a nice dinner...coffee and cake...and a movie...was all that was needed to settle the uneasiness and unexplainable sadness...maybe it was PMS...hahaha but i don't think it was...if it was all that was needed was a good gobble on a nice juicy rockmelon...and that would have scared the nasty PMS fairies away...i'm feeling half confused now...so that is half of the confusion that i was feeling before...but still that's not good enough...it's really tiring feeling negative...having all your energy sucked right out of you...positive positive...think positive and be happy...the sun is coming out...it's warming up...this might be a first...but i think i'm looking forward to summer this year...i'm excited to enjoy the warmth and everything that being outdoors has to offer...i want to utilize as much of the nourishing energy and radiance the sun exudes and emits from it's life giving core...i think...i found this winter too harsh...so i think it will be fun being a sun-chick for a while...