trialsAndTribulations...AreTheyOver???

are they over???...i feel as though a great weight has been lifted...the heavy burden of sadness that i have felt on my shoulders for...as long as i can remember...are they over now???...have they grown wings and flown away???...never to come back so that i don't have to feel it's overbearing presence again???...i certainly feel a lot happy now...looking forward to the future...looking forward to uncertainty but at the same time looking forward to those things that you know will be coming...the things that you want the most...to want something now that you can't have is always a pain to bear...but knowing that it will come within your grasps is something that is worth the pain...to know that the bonds which tie two are not broken...to know that you will continue passing faces on the streets...it brings a smile to my face...a smile which hasn't been there for a long time...to be able to let go and still feel safe...still feel whole is such a new feeling to me...and i have to say...it feels great...it makes me want to scream...i want to shout out...HELLO...THIS IS ME...THIS IS WHO I AM MEANT TO BE...I AM HERE...I AM HAPPY AND I AM FREE...i feel good...i feel great...i am over everything that life has thrown at me...it's been tough...it's been a struggle...but i've come through...and look at me...this is me...