toFeelHelplessness...thenHope...

I feel helplessness...i feel lost...i feel like i'm trapped in limbo...trapped in a space in between the known and the unknown...will somebody tell me...anything...am i a ghostless spirit that wonders the earth in search for some meaning???...a meaning to life...a search for answers...can anybody see me???...help!...get me out of here...i just want to be out of this desolate thing i call my life...or at least...be able to see the faint glimmers of a flower blossoming in the dirt...is that hope???...is that a sign that everything will be alright???...to put all my wishes and desires and love into this growing semblance of a new life with meaning...will it grow into a beautiful garden???...i will put a park bench on the boundary of my new garden of life...and sit and admire with adoration and feel the warmth eminating from within it's depths...i sit...and i wait...wait...i feel the space next to me on the bench warm...and i turn to see you sitting there besides me...