onlyGoodThingsToCome...

i am happy...i saw Lynne today...and i was really happy...i kinda knew that there wouldn't be much this time when i saw her...i am at a contented point in my life i think...and the main things that i wanted to know were about my family and just knowing that everything is ok...knowing that where i am at at the moment in terms of work was great knowing...as the things that i have been waiting for will soon come to pass...and i am looking forward to it and am quite excited...finances are always something that i need to learn how to manage...hahaha but it's something that i will master...eventually...and oh yes...'Stop speeding' always gets a mention...the other thing that has been on my mind...is 'him' and i am glad that 'him' has been made clear...i didn't want to know too much...but knowing just what i needed to know...was all that i needed to know...and i am happy...knowing that the chord hasn't been severed...the ties are still there is comforting...knowing that it won't be me...but will be him...is something to look forward to...but still...i have a choice...i may decide otherwise...and i think it's great that i have this choice...because it will allow me to know if what it was that i wanted...is really what i wanted...i think this time has been a good time to reflect and think about the things that i want...especially when it's not in front of me...or with me...but i can't have what i want now...that has been said...the question is...will i want it later???...i guess a lot can change with time...if i can wait many years for someone who wasn't meant for me...can i wait just a little longer for someone who is???...i guess...we shall see...