theDreadedAnswer

Ok...so...it was good and not good at the same time...how do you be with someone when the situation is not right and perfect???...i wish the circumstances for what is happening was different...but at the same time it's good to know that it's not you...but something else...i've been through heaps of shit in the past...it's good to know that someone feels the same way about you...it's the many trials and tribulations that i am constantly subjected to...i'm always being tested...i have a little inkling that everything will sort itself out...though sometimes i get too optimistic and disappoint myself...however i still can't help but feel for the worst...what happened tonight was what i had expected...it is a good thing in a way...and couldn't come at a better time...but at the same time i wish that it doesn't have to stop...even if it's not as intense...i always can't help but feel that i'm such an unfortunate soul...when something good comes along...it goes away just as fast...this person is someone that i feel a strong connection to...and in such a short time it felt right...which was both comforting...but at the same...i knew that what has just happened was inevitable and something that has to happen first...i guess i still have my own shit to take care of...and i think it's only just that this is happening as you can't start another chapter before you finish the one that you are in...whether or not the next chapter of this persons life is going to include you in it...is another thing...but all you can do is only hope that you make an appearance...and stay till the end of the book...